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Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Days 26 – 27

Jan27

Days 26 – 27. Reading in Genesis 41 – 42 and 43 – 45.

Sunday and Monday’s studies are posted together on Monday. 

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and meditate on it. What stood out to you?

Genesis 41.

Today’s and tomorrow’s readings are fun, almost like reading a novel. Joseph is clever, his brothers are convicted, and Jacob is first in agony and then in ecstasy. And our promise-keeping God is sovereign over it all.

Two years after Joseph correctly interpreted the dreams of the baker and butler, Pharaoh had a dream. He knew it meant something ominous, but he couldn’t figure it out and neither could all his court soothsayers and wise men. 

A light bulb flashes on in the butler’s mind! “Oh, I remember my offenses today,” he cried, two years late for Joseph but in God’s perfect time. “When I and the baker were in prison, a young Hebrew man perfectly told us the meaning of our dreams.”

“Call the young man here!” ordered Pharaoh.  

Joseph is quickly brought out of prison, bathed, shaved, dressed in new “appropriate” clothes, and brought to the king.  Immediately, Pharaoh says that he’s heard Joseph can interpret dreams.  Of course, like Daniel many years later, Joseph says it is not he, who can interpret them, but God.

Pharaoh tells his repeated dream about the seven fat cows and plump corn ears eaten by the seven skinny cows and thin ears of corn.  Easy-peasy for Joseph (and God). Pharaoh’s fat and plump sevens pictured seven years of unequaled plenty in Egypt. The ravenous, skinny, ugly sevens pictured the following seven years of unequaled famine in the entire area (Egypt and beyond). Since the dream was repeated, it meant that God would shortly do it.

Then, without permission, Joseph, who had managed Potiphar’s estate and the entire prison so well, recommended a way to mitigate the years of famine to Pharaoh. 

“Good idea!” Pharaoh cried. “And who better to do it than YOU.  What did you say your name was?”

So Joseph was given wealth, authority, and honor in Egypt, second only to the Pharaoh.  He was also given an Egyptian name and an Egyptian wife (who bore him Manasseh and Ephraim). And Joseph did what he had suggested. He managed Egypt’s years of plenty wisely, so a great abundance of grain (like the sand of the sea) was stored up for the famine years.  And when those years came, and the people cried out in hunger, Joseph opened the storehouses and sold them the grain. And, when the surrounding peoples also suffered in famine and came to Joseph, he sold grain to THEM. 

And Egypt became “filthy rich.” How proud and pleased Pharaoh must have been with his prodigy. But it was God who orchestrated it all, and His reasons were many.

Genesis 42.

Back in Canaan, the famine hit hard. Jacob-Israel learned grain was for sale in Egypt, so he sent his ten older sons with donkeys and sacks of money to buy grain for them all. Little Bennie (about 33) stayed home with Papa.

In Egypt, Joseph recognized his brothers. As they bowed before him, he remembered his long-ago dreams (oh, wow!) and knew God was in all that had happened. Quickly, he counted only ten men and feared that perhaps they had also gotten rid of his little brother. He would test them.

“SPIES!” he yelled at them through an interpreter.  “You are SPIES, coming to see Egypt’s nakedness!”

“No, my lord,” the ten cried in terror. “We are the sons of one man. We have never been spies!”

“You are SPIES!” Joseph repeated. 

The brothers explain how they were twelve sons born to one man. “One is no more (Joseph), and the youngest is with our father.”

“No, you are SPIES.”  To test the veracity of their story, he tells them they can’t leave Egypt until the youngest brother comes as proof they are innocent. Then, he puts them all into custody for three days. 

Of course, guilt over what they had done to Joseph was still heavy on their consciences twenty years afterward.  “We SAW how Joseph begged us not to kill or sell him, and we didn’t listen. That is why THIS is happening.”  Reuben pipes up, defending himself. “Didn’t I tell you not to sin against the boy???”

They don’t know Joseph overhears them and understands what they’re saying. At one point, he has to turn away and weep. (But he did learn that Reuben had stood up for him. Perhaps that’s why he held back the second oldest brother in prison.)

Joseph keeps Simeon in prison and sends back the nine with their paid-for grain and a warning. “Don’t bother returning for more grain without your young brother.” (He also has his steward put their money sacks back into their grain bags.)

At one point, one of them opens a bag of grain to feed the donkeys on the return trip and discovers the money pouch. YIKES, he yells. They all find the same when they open the other sacks.  “What has God done to us?” they cry. (By now, they know this is a just repayment for their long-ago deeds.)

At home, they recount all that’s happened to their father, Jacob.  They show him their returned money pouches.  and Jacob goes into mourning. 

“You have bereaved me of my children. Joseph is no more, and Simeon is no more, and now, you would take BENJAMIN??  All this has come against me. My son shall NOT go down with you, for his brother is dead, and he is the only one left. If harm should happen to him on the journey that you are to make, you would bring down my gray hairs with sorrow to the grave.” 

To be continued…..

 

Day 27 – Genesis 43 – 45

Genesis 43.

Another year has passed. The grain they purchased in Egypt is about gone, and Jacob asks his sons why they delayed. “Go back to Egypt and buy some grain.”

Judah speaks up. “Um, Dad, did you forget what the man said? Unless you send Benjamin with us, we won’t go.”

“Oh, why did you tell him you had another brother?”

“Because he ASKED us if we had one. We didn’t know he’d demand we brought him with us.”

Then Judah (whose idea it was 20+ years earlier to KILL Joseph) steps up and offers his own life in place of Benjamin’s.  He adds a plea for urgency. “If we hadn’t delayed, we could have been there and back two times.”

Jacob-Israel finally relents and, with a heavy heart sends ALL his remaining sons to Egypt, adding some good things from Canaan as a gift. “May God Almighty grant you mercy before the man.”  (Oh, Jacob, if you only knew!)

Joseph saw immediately that his brothers had brought Benjamin. How his heart must have swelled. He ordered a lunch at his home to be prepared.  Of course, the brothers were terrified about the returned money last time, so they approached the steward right away and assured him they’d brought double the money. 

“Nah, your God must have blessed you. I received your money before.” 

They are confused but very glad to see Simeon alive and well again. 

Joseph inquires about their father and is relieved to hear Jacob is alive.  Then he looked at Benjamin – a young teen when he left, and now a man – and his heart swelled.  He has to run to his room where he cries for joy. Afterward, he orders lunch.

After a wash-up the brothers are all seated in Joseph’s dining hall in order of their birth. Reuben, Simeon, Levi, Judah, Dan, Naphtali, Gad, Asher, Issachar, Zebulun (perhaps a space here for the “missing” Joseph), and Benjamin.  The brothers are shocked. HOW could this Egyptian lord know their birth order???

Joseph sends portions of delicacies from his own table, with five times more to Benjamin.  Was it just for the love of his full brother, or was he testing the others to see how they reacted to the preferential treatment of the youngest?

Genesis 44.

After lunch, Joseph orders all their sacks to be filled with grain, their TWO pouches of money, and, in Benjamin’s sack, Joseph’s own silver chalice.  The following morning, all eleven of Jacob’s sons left Egypt.  They are joyful to get away with all the grain and all the brothers. They are eager to return to their father with both Simeon and Benjamin.

Then, a dust cloud appears behind them. A chariot roars up and slides to a stop. The stern-faced steward gets out and accuses one of them of stealing the prized silver chalice from the Viceroy of Egypt. Immediately, the brother’s joy turns to terror. They deny it, open all their sacks, and proclaim their innocence. In whoever’s sack it’s found, that one will die, and we’ll all become your servants.

“I’ll only arrest the thief,” says the steward, “and all the rest of you will go free.”  

OF COURSE (as planned), the chalice is found in Benjamin’s sack, just where the steward put it. The brothers’ hearts stop. NOT BENJAMIN!!!  They ALL load up the donkeys and return to Egypt. Will this nightmare ever end? 

(Hey, Bros, how do you think your young brother felt being thrown into a pit, then sold to traders, taken as a slave into an Egyptian household, falsely accused, and put into prison for years??)

At Joseph’s palace, the brothers stood before the powerful man. “What is this that you have done?” 

A confession begins to tumble out. “What shall we say to my lord?  What shall we speak? Or how can we clear ourselves? God has found out the guilt of your servants. Behold, we are my lord’s servants, both we and he also in whose hand the chalice was found.”

“No, no, no,” says Joseph. “ONLY the man in whose hand the chalice was found shall be my servant.  You all can return to your father in peace.”

And now Judah shines. The one who said his daughter-in-law was “more righteous than he.”  The one who pledged to his father HIS own life forfeited for Benjamin’s sake.  This broken man (whose descendant would one day step into the punishment for OUR sake.) went to Joseph and pled for mercy for his little brother.

“My lord asked his servants if we had a father or a brother, We said our father was an old man, and we have a young brother, the child of his old age. His brother is dead, and he alone is left of his mother’s children, and his father loves him. We told you how we couldn’t bring the boy because our father would die if he lost this one. His life is bound up in the boy’s life. If he isn’t with us, our father will die. 

But you insisted and we finally convinced our father because I became a pledge of safety for him. I will bear the blame if he does not return. PLEASE, let me remain as servant, and let the boy go back with his brothers. For how can I go back to my father if the boy is not with me? I fear to see the evil that would find my father.”

Genesis 45.

At this change of heart and confession, Joseph can no longer control himself. He sends all his Egyptian staff out. and he wept aloud.

“I AM JOSEPH!” he cried in Hebrew.

They all are stunned to silence, mouths agape.

“Come near me. I am your brother, Joseph, whom you sold into Egypt. But don’t be distressed or angry with yourselves. God sent me before you to preserve life.  There are five more years of famine. God sent me before you to preserve for you a remnant on earth and to keep alive for you many survivors. It was not you who sent me here, but God. He made me a father to the Pharaoh, lord over his house, and ruler over all of Egypt.

“Hurry now. Go get my father. Tell him God has made me ruler in Egypt. Come down to me.  Hurry!”

After telling them he’s prepared a place in Goshen for them all to live and reminding them that it’s him (Isn’t he speaking in Hebrew to them?), he grabs Benjamin, hugs him tight, and kisses him.  Then the other brothers too.

Later, Joseph sent their grain with them and wagons filled with provisions for the journey for ALL of Jacob-Israel’s extended family, plus his flocks and herds. He also sent many gifts to his father, new clothes to the brothers, and to Benjamin, he gave 300 silver shekels.

“Don’t quarrel on the way!” he calls after them. (Oh, how he knows his brothers!)

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Jacob-Israel sees the wagons. He counts all eleven of his sons.  Even before they stop, the brothers call out, “Joseph is still alive, and he is ruler over all the land of Egypt!”

Jacob is faint. He gasps.  “What? Joseph, still alive?  OHHHHHH GOD!!! It is enough! Joseph, my son, is still alive. I will go and see him before I die!”

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What a glorious story, but it’s not over yet. The relieved brothers now have to tell their father the truth about Joseph’s disappearance.  They have to confess their wicked sin and deception. How will he respond? 

Stay tuned.

 

 

Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 25

Jan25

Day 25. Reading in Genesis 38 – 40. 

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and meditate on it. What stood out to you?

 

Genesis 38.

What a chapter. It shows that God can use the vilest of us for His glory when He changes our hearts. 

Judah, Jacob’s fourth son to his wife Leah, is the next in line for inheritance. (We’ll learn that Rueben, Simeon, and Levi were all disqualified through their actions. See Genesis 49:3-8) 

Judah takes a wife and has three sons. When they grow up, he gets a wife for the eldest, but Er is wicked, and God kills him before he can father children.  As customary in those days, Judah gives his second son to Tamar to fulfill his duty and make an inheritance for his dead brother. Onan is wicked as well and does NOT do his duty, so God kills him. Judah’s third son is still a boy. (And besides, Judah doesn’t want HIM to die too.)

Widow Tamar goes back home to wait for Shelah to grow up.  He does, but no word is sent. So she takes things into her own hands, plays a prostitute, and lures Judah into her tent (his own wife has died). He leaves his signet with the cord, and his staff for surety for the goat he promises to send her. But she disappears back home, keeping the three items. 

When it’s discovered, and Judah is told that she’s pregnant, he is outraged and says she should be burned. (Seriously, Judah?? Who’s at fault here?) Anyway, when she produces HIS three identifying items, he gulps, admits she is “more righteous than he,” rescinds the death sentence, and never touches her again.  But, his seed line, through the youngest of their twin sons, later produces King David and the Lord Jesus Christ.

Genesis 39.

This chapter contrasts sharply with the previous one. Against Judah and his family’s immorality, we see Joseph’s righteousness. 

He has become a man of importance in Potiphar’s household. The Captain has given Joseph control of his entire estate. He trusts his Hebrew slave completely, and Joseph honors God by being trustworthy. However, Potiphar’s wife is NOT so inclined. Spoiled and bored, she lusts after the handsome Hebrew slave. While her husband is away, she tries to seduce him, but Joseph wants no part of it.

One day, when no one is around, she grabs him and demands he sleep with her.  Joseph does what we all should do when tempted. He flees the scene as quick as lightning.  The problem is the shunned woman keeps hold of his garment. A woman scorned is a horrible thing, and soon the whole household hears her screams, “Rape! He tried to rape me!”

When Potiphar comes home, looking forward to his pipe and a chair by the fire, he’s confronted by his wife’s accusations. “This is what YOUR Hebrew slave tried to do to me … and here’s the proof.”

Of course, Potiphar had to act. He sent Joseph to the prison where the king’s prisoners were kept.  But the LORD was with Joseph and showed him His steadfast love and mercy.  He gave Joseph favor in the eyes of the keeper.  Soon, Joseph was in charge of all the prisoners. Like Potiphar had been, the keeper now laid back and let Joseph do his managing thing. 

Meanwhile, Potiphar had to go back to running his own estate.  Grrrr.

Genesis 40.

Joseph the young dreamer becomes a more mature interpreter of dreams. God gives him this gift, much like He will give to His man, Daniel one day in Babylon. 

The cupbearer and the baker in the king of Egypt’s palace both came into disfavor and were cast into “Joseph’s prison.”  Of the two, the cupbearer (butler) had the more crucial job. He tasted whatever was served in the king’s cup FIRST, to make sure it held no poison. Every time the king drank something, this cupbearer put his life on the line.

Anyway, there they sat in a jail cell.  Joseph comes by on his rounds, sees these important men and “attends to them.”  After a while he sees they are very troubled. He asks and discovers that they both have had very scary dreams. They are sure they mean something, but don’t know what.

Joseph pulls up a stool and asks that they tell him the dreams.  They do, and God gives Joseph understanding.  One is good news, the other foretells very bad news.  The cupbearer will be soon reinstated to his former position, but the baker will be soon executed.  And it happens as God showed Joseph. As the cupbearer is leaving the prison, Joseph pleads with the man to mention him when he goes back to the king, to get him out of prison.

The baker dies, and the cupbearer forgets Joseph … for two whole years.

  • God is faithful to His Word and to His own servants. There is no shadow of turning with Him. As I live my life day by day, His eye and hand are on me, whether I feel it or not. He sees my sin and hears my confession. He sees both mistreatment and honor and how I deal with each. He has a plan for me – maybe a far, far reaching plan – and nothing changes it. Thank You, Lord.

Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 21

Jan21

Day 21. Reading in Genesis 27 – 29. 

What stood out to you in today’s reading? (See my own confession at the end.)

 

Genesis 27.

Jacob has already tricked the (double portion) “birthright” from his brother. Today, he tricks his father into giving him the blessing as well.

The “blessing” is more of a spiritual grace. It’s like passing down the promises God gave to Abraham about dominance, descendants, land, and the Promised One to come.

When Rebekah was carrying the boys in her womb, God had prophesied that the older of the twins would serve the younger. Still, Jacob had tricked his brother into giving him the birthright. And today, he and his mother will trick Isaac into giving him the blessing.  THERE WAS NO NEED TO TRICK!  It was God’s plan.

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Isaac was also deceptive, trying to sneak around his wife by telling Esau to bring him a delicious wild-caught feast. But he was not only blind, he must have been hard of hearing too. His whispered request to Esau was louder than he realized. Rebekah heard his plans and made some of her own, convincing her favorite son it was necessary to deceive his father. They got to work killing, skinning, cooking, and sewing. 

I can understand their deceiving Isaac with the food (older folks lose some of their sense of taste. Add some more wild herbs, and you’re good.) The same goes for smelling the scent of the outdoors on clothes, but his sense of touch?  Surely, the thick hairs on Esau’s arms and neck were softer than a kid goat’s would be!!!

Nevertheless, even with Isaac’s doubt and questions, his growling stomach won.  The mother-son duo did the deed. Later, satisfied and perhaps feeling sleepy, Isaac gave the paternal blessing to Jacob, his second son, the deceiving grabber. 

Almost like a melodrama, Esau arrives and cooks up a rabbit or deer in his own tent.  “Here, Dad, is the hearty, meaty, chunky herby stew you wanted.

Huh?  Who are you?

Esau, your son, with your food.

I already ate it!

What???  GRRRRrrrr. THAT CHEATING BROTHER OF MINE STOLE MY BLESSING!

“Yes,” said Isaac softly. “And he shall be blessed.” Did Dad, at that moment, realize the truth he spoke. That God HAD CHOSEN Jacob to carry the family blessing?  In pity, he gave Esau a watered-down blessing of leanness, violence, servitude, and eventual freedom. 

Fists clenched and gritting his teeth, Esau vowed to kill Jacob as soon as his father died.

Again, Rebekah overheard this vow, and fearing for Jacob’s life, she contrived to send him away to “get a wife from my family.”  Defeated and tricked again, blind and hard of hearing, Isaac agreed.  (Perhaps he soothed himself remembering the beautiful young wife he had gotten from there years before.)

Jacob is sent away. Rebekah never again sees her favorite son but has to deal with Esau and his horrible wives for the rest of her life. She dies before Jacob returns.

Genesis 28.

God is gracious to Jacob, meeting him along the way, giving him a vision of a ladder to heaven, and personally giving Jacob the Abrahamic covenant.

“I am the LORD, the God of Abraham, your father, and the God of Isaac. The land on which you lie, I will give to you and to your offspring. Your offspring shall be like the dust of the earth, and you shall spread abroad to the west, east, north, and south, and IN YOU and your offspring shall all the families of the earth be blessed. And I am with you and will keep you and bring you back to this land.”

Despite all the unnecessary deception and conniving, God blessed Jacob….as He had prophesied.

Jacob doesn’t quite get the magnitude of this.  “Okay,” he says. “IF God will be with me, and keep me, and give me bread to eat and clothing to wear, and bring me back here… THEN the LORD shall be my God.” And as a sort of “PS” he says, “And of all that you give me, I will give You a full tenth.”

Genesis 29.

Oh boy, does Jacob get a taste of the deception he’s played on Esau and their father! Yes, he arrives at his family’s land. Yes, he meets the gorgeous Rachel at the well (like Rebekah, his mother), and yes, he falls madly in love with her at first sight.  Yes, her even wilier brother, Laban, agrees that he can marry the her IF he’ll work for him for …. oh, say, seven years.

All’s good. Right? After all, he doesn’t have camel-loads of a dowery.

But the deceiver is deceived. (How does it feel?) He works hard and doesn’t mind. He’s in love. His wedding night comes, but instead of Rachel, her older sister is substituted.  (In the dark – like Isaac had been – Leah probably felt and smelled the same as Rachel. He enjoyed her like he dreamed.)  Then the dawn comes – like it did with Isaac when Esau came with his stew. This was NOT who Jacob thought!!!

He’s furious but stuck. (Like Isaac was with giving the blessing to another son.)  He fulfills a week of nuptial duty with Leah and then gets Rachel.  But…. he has to work ANOTHER SEVEN YEARS.

(Oh, but it’s not over yet, Jacob, my boy!)

Jacob doesn’t know it now (and perhaps never), but God has chosen Leah for the line of the Promised One to come.  Her fourth son, Judah, is the son of promise, through whom the Lion of Judah will come. 

  • How I see myself in these chapters. After all, my name is the female version of Jacob, the grabber, the deceiver. I’ve connived to get what I wanted by despicable means. I’ve hurt others in the process. I’ve thought that “I” needed to get what I wanted SOONER that it came. I’ve gone ahead of God’s will and way.  AND YET, STILL, God has blessed me, taken care of me, and given me what He promised.  
  • I hope that, UNLIKE Jacob, I’ve learned my lesson and can pray Proverbs 3:5-7. “Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and do NOT lean on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path. Be not wise in your own eyes; but fear the LORD, and turn away from evil.”
  • And Psalm 37:4-7. “Delight yourself in the LORD, and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in Him, and He will act. He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday. Be still before the LORD, and wait patiently for Him.”

 

 

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Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Days 19 & 20 — PART TWO

Jan20

Days 19 & 20. Reading in Genesis 25-26. (Posted on Monday)

I accidentally posted Day 19 yesterday, so today will be part TWO of my usually combined weekend posts, Day 20.

 

Genesis 25.

After his wife Sarah died, Abraham took another wife named Keturah. She had six sons. But regardless of these boys and Ishmael, Abraham made it quite clear that it was Isaac, whom Sarah bore, who was the son of his inheritance, receiving not only his own things but all the promises of God for blessing, descendants, land, and ultimately the One who would bless all peoples, the Messiah.

Abraham died at age 175. (This is actually 15 years after Isaac and Rebekah had their twin boys, Esau and Jacob. So they were able to know and learn from their grandfather.)  Isaac and Ishmael buried Abraham in the cave of Machpelah with his wife, Sarah. Ishmael returned to Arabia, and God blessed Isaac, who settled further south to the well of Beer-lahairoi (where God first met the runaway, Hagar).

Backtracking a little, the story of Isaac and Rebekah continues. Like Sarah, Rebekah was barren. Isaac prayed for her, and 20 years later the LORD granted his prayer. She conceived twins, and even pre-birth they seemed to be warring inside her.  SHE prayed to the LORD about it and He told her, “Two nations are in your womb, and two peoples from within you shall be divided; the one shall be stronger than the other, the older shall serve the younger.”

Eventually, she gave birth. The firstborn was red and hairy, and they named him Esau (meaning red). Second to be born was a boy with his hand clinging to the heel of Esau. They named him Jacob, meaning “grabber.”  (He’s going to grab more than just Esau’s heel!)

Esau was a skillful hunter, a man’s man, and his father Isaac loved him best, especially for the wild venison he brought the old man (now in his 70s) to eat.  Jacob was a quiet guy. He liked home and hearth, and probably looking after the farm animals. He learned to cook quite well.  In fact, his lentil stew was so good he could tempt his twin brother into selling him the birthright with it. 

Esau came in one day, “starving,” saw/smelled the stew Jacob was stirring, and craved it.  Wiley Jacob traded that yummy bowl and a slab of fresh-baked bread for the double portion of their father’s inheritance. WHOA!

  • NOTE: The first-born son always got a double portion. When Isaac died, his possessions would be divided into three parts. The oldest boy would get two parts, the younger, only one. Jacob’s bargain changed that.

Genesis 26

Okay, now comes the dumbest thing Isaac ever does.  He had moved his family back to Gerar in Philistine territory, and he – yes, Isaac, not Abraham – told everyone that beautiful Rebekah was his….SISTER!!  WHAT?  She was not even his HALF sister (second cousins at most). This was a flat-out lie.  Why did he do it?  Same as his father. He feared that other men would want her and KILL HIM to get her.  What a bunch of wimps these Hebrew men were!  Ever heard of fighting for your woman?

One day, Abimelech looked out his window and saw Isaac and Rebekah frolicking. (The Hebrew may suggest an intimate relation.)  He called in Isaac, infuriated.  “She is your WIFE!  How could you say she was your sister? What have you done to us? One of us might have slept with her, and YOU would have brought guilt on us all!!“

Abimelech (maybe the same man who had taken Sarah when Abraham was there) proclaimed to all in his kingdom that “Whoever touches this man or his wife shall surely be put to death!”  I’m thinking that Abimelech is a more honorable man than Isaac (or Abe). 

After that, Isaac and the king’s men had more trouble digging wells and falsely claiming them (like with Abraham)  Finally, the king told him to “Go away from us.” 

So Isaac and his family moved up to Beersheba. And there, the LORD appeared to him, saying, “I am the God of Abraham, your father. Fear not, for I am with you and will bless you and multiply your offspring for my servant Abraham’s sake.”  

Was this the first time God had appeared to him and gave him the Abrahamic blessing?  Isaac built an altar there and worshiped the LORD.

  • God is so good to His children. Even when we blow it and sin, He is gracious to come to us with fresh blessings. Great is His faithfulness!

And then – wonder of wonders – Abimelech came to Isaac, saying, “We’ve seen how God is blessing you. Let’s get along. (And maybe some of that blessing will fall off on us too).  Let’s live together in harmony.”  So they had a big feast… and they all got along happily ever after.

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When Esau was forty years old (Isaac’s age at marriage), he took two Hittite women to be his wives.  TWO?  “And they made life bitter for Isaac and Rebekah.”

 

 

 

Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Days 19 & 20

Jan19

Days 19 & 20. Reading in Genesis 22-24 and 25-26. (Posted on Monday)

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and meditate on it. Then, share your thoughts in the comments.

 

Genesis 21 (last 14 verses).

After a little battle with King Abimelech about ownership of some wells, he and Abraham come to an understanding, and a deal is made at Beersheba. Abraham planted a tree there as a land marker and worshipped the Lord (as the “Everlasting God.” Then, he and his family (Sarah, Isaac, and all) lived there for a while in the land of the Philistines.

Genesis 22.

Sometime later, God tested Abraham. It was his stiffest test of obedience yet. It was much more difficult than leaving his family, traveling hundreds of miles to a strange land, and then believing God would make of him, an old man with no children, the father of peoples numbering as many as the stars. 

This test was about his most precious possession, Isaac, his son by Sarah, born when he was one hundred years old. God told Abraham to “offer” Isaac as a burnt offering.  Say what????

Early the following morning (with no hesitation), Abraham began to obey.  He took everything necessary, and then he, Isaac, a couple of men, and a donkey carrying supplies traveled for three days towards the mountains. When they got to the place where God showed Abraham (Mt. Moriah), he took the knife and the fire and told Isaac to carry the wood.

(Isaac was a young man, not a little boy, capable of carrying enough wood for a burnt offering. He was maybe about 30 years old.)  The others stayed behind at the camp.

Isaac wasn’t a dummy. He saw all the supplies but not the animal. “Dad, where’s the lamb?”

“Don’t worry, son. God will supply for Himself a lamb.”  (Hebrews 11:17-19 explains Abraham’s great faith. God had said that it was through Isaac that He would make Abraham a great nation. So, “he considered that God was able even to raise him (Isaac) from the dead” if Abraham killed him. Wow.

Abraham built the stone altar, laid out the wood, then tied up Isaac and put him on top of the wood. (Note that Isaac – who could have easily overpowered his elderly father – willingly became the sacrifice.) Abraham raised the knife to slit HIS ONLY SON’S throat.  

“Abraham, Abraham!”

“Here am I.”

“Do not lay your hand on your son, for now I know that you fear God, seeing you have not withheld your son, YOUR ONLY SON, from Me.”

And, whoa!  Behind Abraham, there appeared a ram caught in the bushes.  Abraham untied Isaac, the young man climbed down, and the ram was sacrificed. 

“On the mount of the LORD, it shall be provided,” Abraham called that place.  And many years later, on that same mountain, the ONLY SON OF GOD, was sacrificed for our salvation. Like Isaac, He went willingly, carrying the “wood” of his own sacrifice.  And yes, God raised Him from the dead as well.

  • I am SO glad that God so loved this world that He gave His ONLY SON, that whosoever believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life.  THANK YOU, God! Thank You, Jesus!

The group then returned to Beersheba. (It’s a good thing SARAH didn’t know what was happening!!)

Genesis 23.

Several years later, Sarah died. She was 127.  They were living back at Hebron then, and Abraham purchased a field with a cave in it from his friend, Ephron, as a tomb for her (and later, for himself, Isaac and his wife, and Jacob and his wife, Leah).  It was an act of faith. It was Abraham staking a claim on the land God promised to his descendants. 

Genesis 24.

Okay, Isaac is about 40 now; his mom didn’t get to see him married or any of her grandchildren.  Abraham thought it was time to get him a wife.  NOT A CANAANITE woman, that’s for sure. So he sent his trusted servant back to Haran, to his brother’s household, to get a wife for Isaac. 

The godly servant (Eleazar?) went and after praying for a miracle, found Rebekah, the granddaughter of Abraham’s brother. Her brother, Laban, seeing the considerable dowry on the ten camels the servant brought, said she could go.  Rebekah also agreed to go with the servant, and the next day, she and her “nurse” (personal servant) left.  (Wow, she must have been really tired of being a water girl for the household and thought this would be quite an adventure.) 

After 25-30 days on a camel, at sunset, they finally arrived way south of Beersheba, where Isaac lived.  He, having finished with the duties of the day, was out in a field, contemplating the beautiful sunset.  Rebekah saw him, dismounted, pulled down her veil, and went to him.  It was love at first sight, and she became his wife. (And Isaac was comforted after his mother’s death.)

  • Father, thank you for these examples of faith and patience in trusting You “over the long haul.”  “Increase my faith,” as Your disciples prayed. 

 

 

 

 

 

Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 18

Jan18

Day 18. Reading in Genesis 19 – 21. 

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and meditate on it. Then, share your thoughts in the comments.

 

Genesis 19.

I wonder if Abraham kept praying for his nephew Lot after plea-bargaining with God for Sodom and then going home.

When the two angels with the Lord at Abraham’s tent went down to Sodom, they found Lot sitting at the gate.  He’d gone from camping “near” Sodom to living “in” the city to now being an important man sitting as a judge “of” the city. 

Lot immediately knew the problem these two handsome angels would face in his wicked, immoral city. He begged them to stay at his house instead of in the town square. (He had to press them hard before they finally agreed.)

After dinner, a loud banging was heard at Lot’s door. The homosexual men of the town “wanted” the two men (angels) who were inside.  They were about to break the door down when Lot went out and offered them his two virgin daughters instead.  In their wicked lust, they refused and began forcing the door. One of the angels blinded the men and pulled Lot inside. BUT STILL, these blind homosexual men struggled to break the door down.

The angels urged Lot, his wife, and two daughters to evacuate the city, saying, “We are about to destroy this place because the outcry against its people has become great before the LORD, and He’s sent us to destroy it.”

At dawn, the family still refused to go, so the angels grabbed the four of them and brought them outside the city. “Escape for your life! Do not look back or stop anywhere in this valley. Escape to the hills unless you are swept away!!”

Lot dared to argue with them, saying he couldn’t reach the hills (too citified or too out of shape?) and begged to go to the next little town. The angels agreed to spare that city, but Lot had to get there quickly.  They ran (waddled?) toward Zoar, but Lot’s wife turned longingly for one last look at her beloved city.  

At that moment, the LORD rained down sulfur and fire from heaven and overthrew the inhabitants of the cities, all the valley, and all that grew on the ground.  And Lot’s wife was turned into a pillar of salt.

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Abraham awoke to a towering plume of black smoke (as from a furnace) billowing up from the valley. 

Whether Abraham ever saw Lot again, we don’t know. His nephew’s life spiraled down him from there. He and his two daughters lived in a cave. He became a drunkard. His daughters became pregnant through incest with him. Their descendants became the Moabites and Ammonites.  All because of his choice to go to the rich, green, luscious Sodom.

  • Oh, Father, keep me attuned to Your will. Keep me from horrible choices in my life. Thank you for the ones in my past that you’ve forgiven. Help me to remember this story.

Genesis 20.

And lest we think Abraham is immune to temptation, we see him and Sarah journeying southward again. He stops in Gerar, the territory of King Abimelech, a Philistine.

“She’s my sister,” Abraham casually says, even though Sarah might already be carrying the embryo of Isaac in her womb!! 

Abimelech took Sarah as Abraham expected. BUT GOD came to him in a dream. “YOU ARE A DEAD MAN if you touch her. She is another man’s wife!”  God kept him from sinning and the king immediately gave Sarah back to Abraham.

“What have you done to us? How have I sinned against you that you did this to us?” the king demanded of Abraham.

“I-I did it because I thought you would kill me because of my wife since there is no fear of God here,” Abraham weaseled. “BESIDES, she IS my sister, well, my half-sister.”

Abimelech gives Abraham a lot of stuff, then says to Sarah, “I’ve given your brother a thousand pieces of silver as a sign of YOUR innocence in the eyes of all with you. Before everyone, YOU are vindicated.”

A good thing!  Some might have thought later that Abimelech was the father of Sarah’s baby.  OH, ABRAHAM, HOW YOU MIGHT HAVE MESSED THINGS UP!!!  Praise God for looking out for His stupid children!

  • Yes, yes. I have done some pretty foolish, thoughtless things, too. Thank You, thank You, Father, for protecting me!  You are so good! And I am so undeserving.

Genesis 21.

At last! At last! “Laughter” is born!! 

On the baby’s eighth day, Abraham officially named him Isaac and circumcised him.  And Sarah said (perhaps even sang), “Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? Yet I have born him a son in his old age.”  Abraham was 100 years old. 

Several years later, at Isaac’s “official” weaning (3 years), Sarah catches Hagar’s son Ishmael LAUGHING at her son. (Ridiculing him)

“Get rid of this slave woman and her son. He will NOT be heir with my son, Isaac,” she demanded of her husband.

Abraham was grieved because he loved Ishmael, too. But God backed Sarah.  And, giving Hagar and the 17-year-old Ishmael food and water, he sent them away.  (What a shock to the former prince, Ishmael.)

God met with Hagar again when they ran out of water. He showed her another well and promised to bless her son into a great nation. Ishmael grew up to be an expert with the bow and arrow. They lived in the wilderness of Paran (Arabia today), and his mom got a wife for him from Egypt. 

(Seventy years later, when Abraham died, Ishmael returned briefly, and the two half-brothers buried their father in a cave near Hebron.  Genesis 25:8-9)

  • And so, from Adam and Eve, through Noah and Shem, and now through Abraham and Isaac, God clears the way and establishes the “seed line” for the promised One who will defeat death and the devil forever.

 

 

Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 17

Jan17

Day 17. Reading in Genesis 16 – 18. 

I invite you to first read the scripture for the day and meditate on it. Then, share your thoughts in the comments.

Genesis 16.

Ten years in the “promised” land, and Abram still had no offspring. Not ONE of the millions God had promised him had been born. Did he begin to doubt God’s word to him?

The Bible doesn’t say. But his wife, Sarai must have thought so. She tried to hurry things along by offering Abram a way to have that child. It wasn’t God’s way, but it was part of the culture of that day. She gave him Hagar – a slave whom she’d brought back from Egypt in that fiasco – as a surrogate for her. Any child born from Hagar would be theirs according to custom.

It worked. Hagar became pregnant. Hagar also became arrogant, looking down on her elderly mistress. “Ha! You old withered thing, I’m the one who will give the master a child.” 

Sarai complained to Abram, who told her to do what she wanted with her own slave. Hagar is sent away (probably intending that she would die).  A child by Hagar was a mistake, Sarai knew now, but you can’t “get rid of” a conceived baby that easy.

Next is the really unusual part. The two old but faithful servants of God are disobedient and harsh. At this point, Abram doesn’t care about the child he is to have with Hagar, and Sarai definitely hates her. Hagar has been arrogant and mean. (All of them have sinned.) But God intervenes in this mess. He meets Hagar, promises that her son will be fruitful (and a wild-ass of a man who will always be at war with his siblings), and sends her back to Sarai (we assume humble and obedient). Her heart has been changed because she knows God has truly “seen” her. 

Hagar then gives birth to Ishmael, the child of Abram’s fallen flesh, beloved but a thorn in his family’s side forever.

  • I’ve always hated reading this chapter in Genesis. How would I feel giving my husband to a pretty young thing because I was inadequate? (He goes quite willingly too!) And then, seeing that my plan worked, being angry about it, and wanting the results of my sin to disappear! And, on top of it all, having to see my husband love the child more every day. 
  • Yes, I wish this incident had not happened in the Bible. (And so did Sarai, I think.)  But there are lessons to be learned. Don’t run ahead of God, assuming YOU know what is best. Trust Him ALWAYS. Wait for the Lord, and HE will bring it to pass. Don’t try to hide your sin, but repent and confess it.

Genesis 17.

It’s about 13 years later, and Abram FINALLY hears from God again. “I am God Almighty; walk before me and be blameless, that I may make a covenant with you and multiply you.”

And Abram fell on his face.  (In fear, relief, joy, worship?)

God renews His promise of fruitfulness, saying Abram will be the “Father of a multitude of NATIONS.” (That’s what the name ‘Abraham’ means.) He will be VERY fruitful. Kings will come from him. The land will belong to his offspring as an EVERLASTING POSSESSION.

Then, God describes that new covenant.  It was to be God’s covenant evident in their flesh.  Circumcision. EVERY male, 8 days and older, was always to be circumcised as an undeniable, forever sign of their belonging to God.  (Note that Abraham obeyed that very day. EVERY male (himself and Ishmael included) was circumcised.)

Before that, however, God had also said that he AND SARAH (her new name) would have a son, and nations and peoples would come from that boy.  ABRAHAM FELL ON HIS FACE AGAIN AND LAUGHED. (He was 99 then, and Sarah was 90.)

When he finished laughing, Abraham asked God that Ishmael would “walk before God” and be the promised seed. By then, the old man had come to love the young teen. (This is a problem with sinful endeavors! You love them.)

God was firm.  “NO, SARAH, YOUR WIFE will bear you a son.” (“Oh, and by the way, you’re going to call him ‘laughter'”)

I can almost hear God sigh about Abraham’s request.  “But…. I’ve heard you, and I will bless and make Ishmael fruitful. He’ll father twelve princes.  BUT!!!  I will establish my covenant with Isaac, whom Sarah shall bear to you NEXT YEAR.”

Genesis 18.

God is so kind. Not only has He told Abraham that his wife would become a mom, He and a couple of angels appear to inform HER (among other things) that she will become pregnant at 90.

Abraham recognizes the heavenly visitors and quickly arranges a special meal for them so they will stay awhile. While they were eating, Abraham stands by as an eager butler.  Then God looks up and asks, “Where is Sarah?” (Of course, he knows very well she is just inside the tent, listening at the door.  “Do they like my biscuits? Was the veal prepared to their liking?” 

“I will surely return next year, and Sarah shall have a son,” God says, perhaps a bit louder.  This comment super tickled Sarah’s funny bone, and she laughed out loud. “Me, a woman past menopause, get pregnant?  Hahahaha.”

“Why did Sarah laugh?  Is anything too hard for the LORD? Next year, Sarah WILL have a son,” the LORD repeated.

“I didn’t laugh!” Sarah said.

“Yes, you did.” 

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Next on God’s agenda was Sodom. He’s decided to tell Abraham his plans since he was to become a great nation, and God had chosen him to keep the way of the LORD and do righteousness and justice. God tells him of his plan to destroy that wicked city.

Abraham, thinking immediately of his nephew, Lot, begins to plea-bargain.

“Suppose there are 50 righteous people in that city?”

“I won’t destroy it if there are 50 righteous people there,” God says.

“Suppose there are only 45 righteous?”

“I’ll not destroy it if there are 45.”

“Suppose only 40 are found?”

“Not if there are 40 righteous.” says our merciful God.

“30?”

“I won’t if 30 are found.”

“Um, suppose only 20 are found?”

“Not if there are 20.”

“Oh, Lord, don’t be angry. I’ll speak one last time. Suppose there are only TEN found?”

“For the sake of ten,” the LORD says, “I will not destroy the city.”

Then the Lord went His way, and Abraham returned to his tent. 

 

  • God is so forgiving and merciful. After Sarah and Abraham’s disobedience, He promised them a son of their own. And after both laughed at the idea, God remained true and, in a twist of humor Himself said they were to name the baby “Laughter.”  For Abraham’s sake, He even promised to bless the “child of their fleshly efforts,” Ishmael.   
  • Now, after Abraham’s intense “prayer” for the people of Sodom, God said he would spare the whole city if there were just TEN righteous people found in it.  (Unfortunately, there was ONLY ONE righteous person there.)

 

  • I am so grateful for God’s love, mercy, and forgiveness! I have deserved His wrath and punishment so often, and yet, for His Son’s sake, He has shown grace to me and blessed me.  He frequently even blesses my own fleshly efforts – like this blog.   
  • Like Abraham, am I willing to totally give myself to Him in whatever way He asks, even if it is painful?    And am I as concerned for my unsaved relatives as Abraham was for Lot? Have I dared to intercede for them again and again? Lord, help me.

 

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Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 16

Jan16

Day 16. Reading in Genesis 12 – 15. 

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and write what was meaningful to you “in the comments.” We can encourage each other in Him.

Genesis 12.

While we’ve been studying Job, Abram and his family have been residing in Haran where Abram’s father, Terah, eventually dies. 

Now the LORD tells Abram to leave Haran and “go to the land I will show you.”  God makes a series of wonderful and fantastic promises to Abram about his descendants and a future “someone” coming from his line Who will “bless all the families of the earth.”  Abram immediately obeys.  He was seventy-five.

Abram took his wife, orphaned nephew, Lot, and all his possessions (people, animals, and stuff) and traveled to Shechem in Canaan. (We will read a lot about Shechem in days to come.)  There, God made another promise to Abram. This land would be God’s gift to his descendants, HIS FAMILY LAND.  Abram responded by building an altar and worshipping God.

From there, Abram continued south to the hill country near Bethel, where he again worshipped God, then moved ever onward toward the Negev (South).  In fact, because of famine, Abram continued south, right out of the promised land, into Egypt, where there was food.  Huh?  (This was going to be a pattern with his family.)

OUTSIDE THE PROMISED LAND, our brave world traveler Abram becomes a quivering leaf.  He’s terrified he will be killed so the Pharoah can take his beautiful Sarai as a royal wife.  “Say you are my sister,” he prompts her, “otherwise I might be killed.” (No concern for her, only for himself.)  She does, and the worst happens. Sarai finds herself among the other women in the Pharaoh’s haram. Seriously??

But God takes care of her and causes PLAGUES on Pharaoh and his household (a little foretaste of what happens when a Pharoah keeps something that belongs to God).  The Egyptian king is rightfully angry at being tricked. “Here, take your wife and go!” He boots them out of Egypt. 

  • While I deride Abram for thinking of himself above his wife, how often have I put MY OWN DESIRES and needs above my husband’s?  More than I can count, I fear. I am selfish.  Oh, Lord, help me to love sacrificially as YOU love me. Help me to trust YOU, as Sarai did.

Genesis 13.

Abram (and all his people and stuff) returned all the way into the promised land to Bethel, where he had last worshipped God before making the trek into Egypt. There, he called on the LORD and worshipped Him.

  • Lord, help me to remember this: When I go off into sin and get caught, help me to look for the place/time where I last had sweet communion with You and go there.

Now Abram had another problem. Between them, he and his nephew had too much stuff. There was not enough land for all the animals to graze. So Abram said they had to move apart. He gave Lot the choice of where he wanted to go. (It was unusual for the older to do this for the younger.) 

Young Lot looked around (and down) and decided that the “hill country” had no excitement and was lacking in “things to do” and the “niceties” of the good life.  The valley, on the other hand, looked lush, advanced, and populated (like Egypt). “Hmm, Uncle Abram, I choose down there.”  And they separated. (And as we’ll see, Lot moved his tent ever closer to the wicked city of Sodom.)

Then, the LORD came to Abram again with an additional promise. “Look in all directions, for all the land you see, I will give to you and your offspring FOREVER.  I will make your offspring as numerous as the dust of the earth.  Get up, walk the length and breadth of “YOUR” land.”

Abram did that and eventually settled by the oaks of a man named Mamre, which is Hebron today.  He built an altar and worshiped God.

  • When I am sorrowful at the loss of someone or something I love, God comes near to assure me of His love and care. And He often fills that void with something unexpected and good…if I will only look around for it (in all directions). Praise YOU, Lord!

Genesis 14.

Aha!!  Next, we read of a battle royale!  Evil against more evil, and the “good” rescues the day. Hooray!

Four strong kings, to whom the five lesser kings served tribute (one of them the king of Sodom. where Lot lived), came to pound the five for NOT paying their due.  The Four conquered all the area around the lush valley, then attacked the Five and defeated them.  They carried all the loot and people as slaves on the journey back to the Old Country.  Lot was among them!

One slave escaped, ran to Abram, and told him about his nephew. Whoa, talk about arousing an angry lion. Abram gathered all the soldiers in his own household (318 men), plus the personal armies of his three neighbors, and took off after the Four kings.  They chased them over 150 miles past Damascus and whomped on them.  Abram and company returned home with all the loot and people in a victory parade.

Bera, the King of Sodom, went out to meet Abram. (He planned to congratulate him and reward him with all the loot. 

BUT NOTICE (I love this!) that crossing Bera’s path and cutting him off was another king who made his way towards Abram. This was the King of Salem (later JeruSALEM), Melchizedek, whose name meant King of Righteousness.  He was both a king and a priest, and before Bera could get to Abram, Melchizedek (who brought bread and wine) blessed God’s man and had “communion” with him.  And Abram gave HIM a tithe of the loot as an offering.  (WHO DOES THIS MYSTERY KING remind you of?) 

Finally, King Bera reaches Abram and tells him to take all the loot as his payment for rescuing his city. Abram looks the king of Sodom right in the eye (having been fortified by the godly priest-king) and says he will not take so much as a shoelace for himself lest the king say HE made Abram rich (instead of the LORD).   He rightfully claims loot for his men and his friends’ men for their good work. 

  • Lord, keep my eyes focused on Heavenly things, and not on things I can gain from the world!

Genesis 15.

In the quiet of post-victory, the word of the LORD comes to Abram again in a vision.  “Fear not, Abram, I AM your shield; your reward shall be very great.”  Instead of getting the paltry reward that the king of Sodom offered, the King of Heaven now comes to Abram and offers HIMSELF.  I am your shield in the battles you fight. I am your ultimate reward. 

It’s interesting that after all this (the battle, victory, meeting with Melchizedek, and being promised great reward from God), Abram remembers that he is childless.  He has no one but his chief servant to leave it all to when he dies.  (True! What good is a vast amount of wealth, if when you die, it all goes to the state.)

See God’s tenderness to Abram.

“Your very own son will be your heir.  Abram, look up to the heavens. See all those stars?  Your offspring – from your very own son – will number MORE than those!”

And Abram believed God’s promise. 

God counted that belief as righteousness. 

  • I was at a wild animal park in Africa one night without electricity. None. There were no clouds, and we were amazed and awe-struck as we looked upward.  The vast clusters of stars we’d only seen in photos were REAL. There were fat ribbons of stars so close together that they blurred into a long “Milky Way” of light.  Bright constellations appeared, individual beacons too!  I will never forget it.  And THIS (perhaps more) is what Abram saw. So many stars!  And he believed that God would make his descendants like this.  WOW. Oh, for this kind of faith!

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God then confirmed His words by a one-sided covenant (promise) to Abram. As the man slept deeply, God (as a light) passed through a series of animals Abram had killed and divided in two.  This symbolized God saying HE would sooner be killed and divided like the animals THAN TO GO BACK ON HIS WORD TO ABRAM. 

God then prophesied about Abram’s descendants spending 400+ years in another land until the time was right. But He would lead them back here, to this land (described in detail), with great possessions WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT. 

Abram would himself die in peace at a good old age.

Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 11

Jan11

Day 11. Reading in Job 29 – 31. 

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and write “in the comments” what was meaningful to YOU. We can encourage each other in Him.

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Job 29.

In this whole chapter, Job remembers how “it used to be…”  when God’s “lamp shone on my head….”  when ” the friendship of God was upon my tent… when the almighty was yet with me… when my children were all around me.” He remembers sitting at the gate and both young men and nobles respected him and called him “blessed.”  He helped all in need; the blind, lame, poor, and persecuted.  Men listened to him and waited in silence for his counsel. “I chose their way and sat as chief.”

  • Lord, I have been there too. I’ve gone through periods when I would reminisce “how it used to be.” and long for those ‘good old days.’  I feel like such a “fair weather friend” sometimes, receiving blessing as if it was my due, and bemoaning when tough times come.
  • It’s good for me to remember Your blessings, Lord, and be thankful. But do You love and care for me any less in times of sorrow or pain? No, I’m the one who looks away from You. I hope I can remember Psalm 23:4. “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for You are with me…”

Job 30.

Job showed us his “glory” in the previous chapter. Now he shows us what his life has become (at least, from his perspective).  “NOW they laugh at me, men who are younger than I.”  “Now I have become their (jeering) song; I am a byword to them. They abhor me; they keep aloof from me…..they do not hesitate to spit at the sight of me.”  WOW.

He describes what his favored life in the sunshine has become. “NOW my soul in poured out within me; days of affliction have taken hold of me. The night racks my bones, and the pain that gnaws me takes no rest.”  He feels he’s been thrown into the mirey clay and become like the mud, dust, and ashes he lies in.

And NOW, the worst of it. Job feels God has deserted him. “I cry to You for help and You do not answer me; I stand, and you only look at me.”

  • It takes a very dark time of depression and despondency for a believer to feel that God has truly deserted him.  I mean, where can you go if God is silent?  Many times it’s here that the devil comes to cause further doubt and fear. “Has God really said that He loves you…?  How can a sinful, despicable person like you think that God has saved you…?  God’s has turned His back on you. You’ve sinned one too many times. YOU ARE LOST!” 
  • What to do in times like this?  Praise God, we have His Word. A tiny spark of faith in all that darkness can be whipped into flame by his powerful, living Word.  Pick it up, read it aloud, pray it, meditate on it.  You can speak it back to that taunting devil…just as Jesus did in the dessert.  Resist Satan with the WORD. (It is a sword, after all.) Read gospel passages. Pray them. Believe them.  God does not lie. “Faith comes by hearing the Word of God.” Romans 10:17  Doubts and the devil must FLEE God’s word.

Job didn’t have the written Word of God, but when his soul rises in faith, it’s when he proclaims God’s promises.  “Though He slay me, yet will I hope in Him.” (13:15)  “For I know that my Redeemer lives and at the last He will stand upon the earth….and in my flesh I shall see God.” (19:25-26) “But He knows the way I take; when He has tried me, I shall come out as gold.”  “I have treasured the words of His mouth more than my portion of food.”  (23:10, 12)

Job 31.

Job is now more bold as if he stands in court to proclaim his integrity.  Notice the many “if… then let” statements he makes. If I’ve sinned in this way… then let punishment come. 

Example:  “If I have raised my hand against the fatherless…. then let my shoulder blade fall from my shoulder, and let my arm be broken from its socket.”  

Or, “If my land has cried out against me and its furrows have wept together, if I have eaten its yield WITHOUT PAYMENT and made its owners breathe their last…..let thorns grow instead of wheat and foul weeds instead of barley.”

And so, “The words of Job are ended.”

 

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Journaling through the Bible Chronologically in 2025, Day 8

Jan8

Day 8. Reading in Job 17 – 20. 

I invite you to read the scripture for the day and write what was meaningful to YOU “in the comments.”  We can encourage each other.

Job 17.

Job seems at his very lowest point in this chapter. ‘My spirit is broken.“

Even though Job is surrounded by “friends” (mockers, vs. 2) (unwise, vs. 10), he must feel terribly alone. When a person is in deep pain or sorrow, it’s hard for them to imagine how anyone can know what they feel.

  • How can we help them?  I think, the way these men surrounded Job in silence at the beginning is best.  For women, maybe a good hug too. (But would anyone have wanted to hug a man covered with oozing boils?)
  • Oh, God! Give me a heart of mercy, like Yours. Even in Your suffering on the cross, you asked for your persecutors to be forgiven. You took care of your grieving mother. You gave grace to the repentant thief.

Job 18.

Bildad speaks again. He chafes at Job’s unkind (but true) words about them. “Why are we stupid in your sight? YOU who tear yourself in your anger, shall the earth be forsaken for YOU??”  He insinuates that Job is WICKED and then explains in gory detail what happens to wicked men who do not repent. After describing the horrors of the wicked, Bildad ends his speech with the whiplash accusation of a scorpion, no doubt glaring, or even pointing at Job. “…SUCH is the place of him who KNOWS NOT GOD.”

Job 19.

(Remember chapter one?  God describes Job as “blameless and upright, one who feared God and turned away from evil.”  SURELY Job is a man who KNOWS God.)

And yet under the “torment” of his friends, Job slides deeper into doubt. He tells the men around him that their opinions of him don’t matter, but, yes, now he begins to feel that God has forsaken him. ‘He has kindled his wrath against me and counts me as His adversary.”

Job even cries out to these miserable men, “Have mercy on me, have mercy on me, O you my friends, for the hand of God has touched me.”  Then, faith seems to well up in him. “I know that my Redeemer lives, and at the last he will stand upon the earth. And after my skin has been this destroyed, yet IN MY FLESH…..I shall see God.”  (This is prophecy.)  What faith!

WOW!

  • Did you notice how Job’s prayer in verse 23 has been answered, even as you read the words? He prays, “Oh that my words were written! Oh that they were inscribed in a book. Oh that with an iron pen and lead (a printer?) they were engraved in the rock forever!” 
  • WE ARE READING the answer to that prayer.   WE KNOW that Job has not sinned according to the magnitude of his suffering.  WE KNOW what was happening in heaven concerning Job.
  • WE KNOW that when suffering comes to US, that God is in sovereign control and has us always in his hand and power. Satan can go THUS FAR and no more, to harm God’s children.  Help this to be not only “head” knowledge, but “heart” assurance.

Job 20.

Then, the third and youngest, Zophar, rises for the second time to place his hand across his chest and “wax eloquent” before the others. (You want to laugh, or gag as you read this, especially as he aims his deadly word-arrows towards Job.)

Zophar is aghast at Job’s wonderful claim of faith about seeing His Redeemer one day.  HOW DARE HE SAY HE WILL SEE GOD!?   He tells Job, “Don’t you know this from old, since man was placed on earth, that the exulting of the wicked is short, and the joy of the godless but for a moment? Though his height mount up to the heavens and his head reach to the clouds, he will perish forever like his own dung?” 

And Zophar goes on, yada, yada, yada, ending with, “This is the wicked man’s portion from God, the heritage decreed for him by God.”  (And NOT seeing Him face to face, Zophar implies.)

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Eliphaz and Bildad get at Job a third time tomorrow. After that, a newcomer will try his hand. Eventually GOD HIMSELF will answer Job.  Stay tuned.